by Dani Rosenblad James
Being surrounded by my family and friends, there were times where I felt alone. This was usually when the commonsense thoughts just didn’t click, and someone would be aggravated with me. My heart would drop, and I would feel at a loss. My brain just wouldn’t connect with my action at times, and it felt that everything was out of my hands. My life felt as though it was spiraling out of my hands. All of my control was lost and all I could do was sit there in pain and agony.
My life was completely different 10 years ago. Most of the year I would be in Northern California working away as a weed farmer. But when the accident happened, the sheriff who had found me had to call in a helicopter and then I was taken to Salt Lake City Utah to get the help that I needed. After a few days, I came to and was groggy. My equilibrium was nonexistent, and I had to relearn how to walk and use my brain. But walking was like relearning how to ride a bike. So, it quickly came back. However, the brain was not so easily swayed. That took a long time and still to this day, I have random times where it just doesn’t connect like it used to.
Healing Journey
While I was on my healing journey, I learned that I was almost paralyzed since I had fractured my neck as well. When I got that news, I had dropped to the seat next to me and was filled with gratitude. My life could have been so much worse and from that thought came a whirlwind of many thoughts as I realized just how different everything could have been for me.
Many don’t realize the struggles that come from a brain injury. Since you can’t always physically see it, people tend to brush it off, as though it’s no big deal. But there are times when someone going through that feels lonely. The inner battle is tough and going at it alone can feel hard.
This is something that I’ve struggled with, and I had wished that I would have found my tribe back then. But now as I reflect on it, I think even if I had found the right people, I would have taken it on alone. That’s just how I am and back then I was fighting within myself since I was so stubborn. I didn’t like giving up that control and it’s what made my struggles harder. My whole experience was a time for me to learn and grow. So, without all of the struggles and hardships, I wouldn’t be who I am today. Yes, it was difficult, and it was a solo battle. But from that, I’ve learned that I can make a difference in so many lives and give them the hope that they’ve been waiting for.
The Hidden Disability
When it comes to brain injury, it can be seen as the hidden disability. But I don’t believe it should be treated that way. I believe that it should be seen as a new way to look at the world. I believe that it can be a strength and not a weakness. But it is good to gain knowledge when it comes to the brain in these times. So, I’m asking you if you would like to donate to a non-profit that I hold dear. Brain Injury of Association of America is working on raising money so they can fund the research in brain injuries. This would be beneficial for people who have them and their families.
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